This past August, for a few short days I almost felt like a real photographer. Everything just clicked. Several days in a row that month, the sunsets were great. I’d come home mentally drained from work, eat a few things, watch me some Tivo’d Daily Show, and with with camera in-hand around thirty minutes before sundown, ..out the door.
Emerald Park isn’t far from home. If you’re familiar with North Little Rock, it’s behind Pulaski Tech and adjacent to Fort Roots. I’d head over there and sit on a rock outcropping that overlooks the river, and wait for the show. I’ve always known that if it weren’t for my digital photo processing skills and eye for composition, I wouldn’t have any chance at all. See I’m terrible with equipment, and terrible in my ignorance of the workings of my camera. The secret has always been to take alot of photos and sort through them later to find every 20th frame that, approaches being ok, borderline interesting.
There is another advantage in my posession though; one of laziness and lethargy. Being able to sit and wait and wait and sit even more like you’ve got nothing better to do has always been one of my character flaws, but for sunset photography, call it a necessary job skill.
Results that week were varied. One or two shots I’m fairly proud of.

Later that week, sifting through them and narrowing down to a few finalists and eventually an overall favorite, was tedious. As if I were playing the role of some kind of judge at a Miss America padgent, sending home the undesirables. Hmm Yes this one is nice, but how does sunset photo contestant #24 perform in the swimsuit competition?

Several months later I was in contact with someone at the Arkansas Democrat Gazette regarding some design work for a feature, or special section. The idea was to come up with a new look and feel for the upcoming “Where We Live” section, a sort of mini-magazine which would include business and destination information and points of local interest. I worked my photo in, and even came up with a few fake article lead-ins for the cover:

Part of the assignment included writing a feature article on a topic relating to Little Rock or Pulaski County in general. Click here to read the article I submitted. I took a great deal of pleasure in spending time at a library researching it.
To me, this kind of local-interest work, also tinkering with this website, helps to balance my design perspective. If you get frustrated with the limitations put on your projects at work, its good to keep your edge by working in your spare time on special design projects of your own. Many times I’ve found that the things I learn in personal work end up being of real value on the job. You gotta keep learning, keep changing, and keep a fresh perspective, or else I’ve found that your work will stagnate. I think it happens to everybody now and then; times when you can look back over the past month or two and can’t think of anything you’ve worked on that you’re really proud of or excited about. ..Those are the times when it’s been good for me to jump on some personal design projects, or spend a good three or four hours viewing work and portfolios of people who are better than me. Ideas, desire, motivation. Gotta have’em.
As of now my options are wide open, and I’ve been doing a great deal of thinking about what to do for a living, how to support my wife without her having to work full-time, and how to keep things interesting on my side-projects where I can work with a healthy mix of things I have an interest in, namely design, photography, and writing.
I’ve even worked up a new pdf portfolio of previous work to shop around. Check it out. (1 MB) Let me know if you find any typos 

My Design Portfolio